C'mon John... Aren't we both ?

Yes, I'm at this place right now, but no, I'm not questionning. I know my actual 8-years-old relationship ran it's course. I am to end it, I just don't know how yet. I can tell by her looks she knows too. It'll come, and yes at times it feels like a prison. But, when I think of the "after", I wish she learned. I wish her to be crazy happy as I can be, even though I let her hurt me like crazy. It's just the cycle of life, if you wish something you have to be prepared to get the exact opposit, otherwise you're not anywhere near aligned to have it. I know, I think too much about others before myself, but I need a meaning, at least for this life. And an uplifting one at that, nonetheless.

Only the second post of yours I see, and I resonate with it like an earthquake. Careful now, or I'm gonna get absolutely fond of you !

PS : I'm not hitting on you lol, just realized what I wrote