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Originally Posted by bluebird21
Hi All, if you are reading this I hope this message helps you find more peace. This is a message for those who have had a genuine ["spiritual"] experience. Meaning, you met someone who triggered your kundalini to rise which culminated in an OBE or other kind of extra-ordinary experience (this indicates it rose through your crown.) This person inspired incredible feelings of Unconditional Love and reminded you of your inner child, your soul, who you really are. Your life has likely changed much since this experience as you were forced to re-evaluate everything.
So if this is what you experienced, this message is for you. I first want to aknowledge the inordinate at time amount of pain being separated from this person causes initially. It can be really quite horrific and I send my love to you. Oh, I know. Many say they'd never wish this experience on anybody for this reason.
The ["spiritual"] journey, because it is full of synchronicity and magic, can make you believe in destiny and divine timing. In other words, a lack of free will. For years I believed that, because I was seemingly handed my first awakening from the Universe, my growth and healing and evolution would just effortlessly happen. Guess what happened in those years? Big surprise, not much. I in fact fell into many of my old habits.
It wasn't until I decided to stop running from myself, stop waiting for God, and FACE myself that I started noticing shifts. It was terrifying at times, to be so honest with myself, but worth it. I chose to stop focusing on my twin flame, and focused on myself. What started off as a ["spiritual"] experience turned into my own very personal spiritual journey. My meeting [a close member of my soul family] was just the very beginning. There is actually no destiny, only Free Will, so time to pick up those boot straps and start moving if you want change.
Many people never take the GORGEOUS opportunity that the genuine ["spiritual"] experience offers you. It really is the opportunity to awaken in the dream of your life, to begin a genuine and deep journey of becoming intimate with who you are.
Instead people hold onto this concept. They keep hope that one day you two will reunite. Who knows, maybe you will, maybe you won't. But really that only matters to your EGO. This experience shatters your ego haha, and eventually you can learn the True Nature of Love.
Many people on this forum who do not post in the tf/soulmate forum have
had a ["spiritual"] experience or two. They came, like I have, to learn what these experiences are actually about.
I no longer believe in having just one [closer soul family members], I believe we are incredible creators of our own reality and that reality is Wide Open... There is more than just one [close soul family member] (I've had two now.)
I sincerely hope that you see that this ["spiritual"] experience is not actually about the relationship. About reunion with [close soul family]. It is about reunion with your Self. But only if you so choose.
I bow to all those on this journey, brave souls.
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