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Originally Posted by Goodfish
I don't know how I found your post. I've been suicidal and I've done drugs(anything that feels good) unconsciously coping, I've picked up cigarettes and joints, I've been 5150 if you know what that is, I've been in mental hospitals, Diagnosed with schizophrenia, got some meds. I've almost died drinking and driving, Been to rehab. I could go on. Sometimes enjoyed all these bad things honestly. I just wanted to say I struggle everyday to think positively. I say I want to live and I love myself. I may not believe it when I say it, But it makes me feel better.
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You came into this world for a reason Goodfish,you will find that eventually.Try to take heart,i was in the same situation as you when I was young.Doing all those things that you are and I didn't want to live,but circumstances led me down the right path.I know my goal now.YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE,stick with it,eventually all will turn out fine.