[Compendium]

Saturnine I have had some amazing albeit odd conversations with the Jehovah witnesses who come to my door. I actually had a woman who visited me once a month to chat. She never tried to convert me and we would always talk of differing beliefs. I never minded her coming as she was such a loving soul and simply following her path. I find they are very non-judgemental at least in appearance so I always give them my time.

Natalake: As far as your father goes I am going to tell you a short version of something I experianced as a child. I would also like to share with you my experiances through the deaths of loved ones.

When I was 7 I was visited by the devil 3 times in one night. I knew instinctively this thing wanted to harm me and the only word I had to describe it was devil it may have simply been a demon. I of course screamed, stepfather enters room, thing goes away. Then stepfather leaves room and it comes back. This happened three times. On the third time before I could scream my room went awash in blue light and in the corner I saw a being of light that was taller than any man I have ever seen and I knew it was an angel. The thing was banished from my room and never seen again. Angels take many forms I have also seen them as golden orbs in my daughters room protecting her.

The soul in many cases especially terminal illness leaves the body before the body dies if the soul allows it.
My mom had cancer that metastasized to the brain. When she went into a coma she tried to fight it. Once I knew there was no fighting I told her as much, but then I asked her to hang on while I got her affairs in order ( it was a mess). The day everything was finished I went to visit her and I told her I had everything taken care of and that she could now go home. I then sat with friends of hers and we chatted and laughed and told stories (I didnt want a somber mood at her death bed I wanted her to know we would be ok) Myself and a friend of hers both had a migraine from stress. About an hour after I told her I was done the room got very warm and the pressure measurably changed, I could smell my grandmother, I could feel the room get very crowded and then she was gone I felt her leave. My headache and her friends headache both went away simultaneously. I knew she was gone. Her body passed several hours later.

After experiancing the deaths of all my family members they all still communicate with me through dreams and photos. They have brought me to the realm where we can be together and chat as a family. I know this is real because other deaths of people I didnt know had passed had been shown to me while there.

I hope my experiances give you some solace and peace the loss of a loved one is painful, but there is only life after death.

Namaste`