And your last paragraph, again I don't see what is selfish about being who and what I am? What are these selfish acts which you speak of? I have no selfishness as I act for the self which is the same source for all beings. I have no seperate desires from it, and anything I do desire individually which is not desired by the true self(could also be called God, hence serving and living God fits in with the same philosophy) is not actually necessary for my true selfs happiness. In other words, it doesn't lead to my happiness so that desire must be transmuted.