[002 Cents]

I can honestly say that it is a little spooky to me in that regard as far as how I have been perceiving these things in my minds eye because I have always seen my own energy as Gold and the Divine as white.

When I would meditate I would start by getting that gold radiant glow to my own energy then I would put put up these protective shields which go around the outermost aura then I would do what I call a "Love Bomb" inside the shield which is this energy that is transparent pink in color but thick feeling and then I would draw in the divine light.

The healing I have been doing has been variations on this although I would do a bit of scanning before hand to assess what needed to be done. Sometimes it was as simple as enveloping them in the same energy process and pushing out contaminants that didn't belong as with illness. The way my minds eye has percieved illness is like these dark specks and I can usually push them out of the body suspend them and either let them fall to the ground or transform them using the golden and white energy into the golden and white energy for the universe to use for other things.

When people have an injury treatment is a little different where I will usually work on an area, first I will encompass the area I need to work on, then I will encompass the person entirely, then I will focus on what is wrong in the area and allow my minds eye to interpret that feedback. When it is a muscular issue I will focus on the injured muscle to see it clearly in my minds eye, then I will focus on a healthy muscle to see it clearly in my minds eye, then I will go back to the injured muscle and use some bizarre energetic communication to communicate to the muscle what it should be like. I will feel and see it changing as I work in my minds eye and once the muscles energy is resonating as healthy I perceive the session as done. At this point I will usually finish by reinforcing all the same processes that I started with the gold energy, the protective shield, the love bomb and the white energy.

I will say that I have developed different strategies to dealing with some of the things. Like cleansing the bodies energy. Sometimes the contaminants are like a dust and I will sort of blast them out and collect them. Other times it is like a liquid and I will open a channel to the earth and draw it out of the body through the lowest point in the spine until the energy is vibrant.

I will usually cleanse my own energy when I finish just to try to limit transference.

Thus far I have used it on headaches, burns, muscle injuries, asthma attacks, depression and someone suffering from the shingles.

The debilitating migraine and burn were the most jarring as you can physically observe how absurdly fast the recovery was.

As for the shingles, it is a work in progress on someone across the country but they are reporting that the onset has been slower than expected. So I will keep doing it.

It is probably good I came here when I did because I feel I was brought to question how much I am ready and able to do just yet and right before someone I know had their mother admitted to the hospital with life threatening heart issues. The feedback from my friends and here gave me enough pause to think this issue is bigger than what I can figure out just on my own. Involving complex systems in the body and honestly when I do my scans... it seems bigger than her heart. I see a lot of issues with her health that may have yet to manifest themselves. Not a case I want to delve into. But no harm in sending prayers. Leave it in the hands of the divine.