Oh, so sorry Hon.I empathize with you. I went through a divorce after 20 years with whom I considered my soul-mate, and a painful breakup after 2 years with another. I was literally suicidal. I know the pain of it, but twin flame or not, you need your own time to grow spiritually. Sometimes both need time apart to grow. It helped me a lot to essentially allow my guides and divine energy handle the whole situation. I had to put it in their hands entirely and find my own path.
Please don't allow this to overwhelm you as it did me. Remember, we are all one, not al one.Obviously you are empathetic and your brain is searching for answers in the music and numbers. Tell your divine energy (God) to allow only what you need to know, and surround yourself with white light from the One wherever you go.
As for Senta, we are here on this Earth Plane to learn. Everything, everything is a lesson.

Namaste