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well I enjoy most of these kind of experiences, its like an adventure in a way. While I enjoy them, I also fear them.
I'm not afraid of what something is, but rather what it can do. I've had some dark experiences in the past.
like. things that people shouldn't experience. I've been eye-to-eye with shadow people.
I've had a conversation with a demon, I've had entities out of pure darkness try to kill me. so it's like.
I'm attracted and repulsive to it at the same time.
I've always had this attraction towards the darkness, towards demons and dark entities so forth.
they also seem to be attracted to me too. this attraction goes beyond understanding. it's not a feeling I can simply throw away.
it just feels natural, it's like. "This is where I need to be"
though I'm not sure if i'm getting a bit too off-topic
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