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The upside about all this so far, is that indeed there hasn't been any tricking for a while.
There has been a good amount of my own talks with my spirit guide as well.
And he / she does indeed not draw me to any bad behavior, always has been motivating me.
At least now ever since I found a defense.
Probably because my nature, or the shell that I've build up is hard to break.
The name Abigrail seems to be familiar too on that note.
Reading that gave me a deja vu.
One name that popped up too throughout this was Maryam.
I'll let you google that one yourself, but if you know your bibical, that name should be familiar.
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Yesterday I went to a medium IRL. Since that seems to be the best way off it.
One note that pops up is, he said; 'Do not trust those who found the truth, but those who are looking for it.'
It was said when he was channeling, that I have to connect back with mother earth. Go out in nature.
The funny thing is, that was most of my childhood too, and when I disconnected from going out in nature almost daily,
I did start to go in depression and going down a bad path.
There, going out in nature I need to learn to love myself again. Then I'll be able to learn to give.
He also did mention to not trust in false prophets and be wary, as they are everywhere.
But first I have to disconnect from that world, to get stronger myself.
Probably to be able to then see who is the truly evil, and who is not.
I did found something on Abigrail and I'll have to look up on this story. Thanks for the read on this,
it has been very helpful for some insight.
Seems like insight is the thing this weekend. Making me believe I'm even closer to my goal.
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