[FairyCrystal]

Many people lived during the fall of Atlantis and are still affected by what went down there in this life. I'm one of those.
I never really knew what happened to me, I still don't exactly know. I do know I was overrun energetically. In the sense that I was fighting back with good energy, being a priestess, them being stronger with their negative energy and me dying because of it.
As a result, it took me years before I dared do energy work as I kept having this strong fear of "they are stronger than me!" That fear was so intense, it was almost paralyzing.
I've gotten over it for the most part.

Anyhow... a few days ago did a visualization during a webinar online on Lord Voosloo's energy, the highest priest ever to live in Atlantis.
I had a problem with it although I could let it in in the end.
Then yesterday I was reading about the different Temples of Atlantis. I immediately felt drawn to the Temple of the One Light.
But... as I was reading about it, I got short of breath, restless, upset, and wanted to walk away. Which I did, from the book that is, haha.
Even now, typing this, I get fidgety and uneasy. I got some flashbacks and realized I was in that temple -or part of that temple as a priestess- when it was overrun.
I also felt that the fall of that particular temple meant that Atlantis was lost, that the good had lost from the bad. That temple was key. Then I read it was under the rule of Voosloo. Again him, hihi. But it explains why that temple was key, him being the highest, mightiest priest of Atlantis. If he and/or his temple are defeated... Makes sense that then everything else is going down too.
Now I'm wondering if I had a problem letting Voosloo's energy in as subconsciously and in my cell memory that is associated with being defeated, likely being abused and hurt and so on.