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consider this fox22:
you are a "creator-being"; the realities you experience are a manifestation
of your desires coming into existence.
much or most of what you create is done subconsciously by/for you, since
you've become disconnected from awareness of how (and why) you create.
[this forgetting is common for most of us (within my observed reality).]
it could be that you've created the situation of negativity, unbeknownst to
your conscious mind, as a means to cause discomfort in your state of
awareness... for the purpose of inspiring you to move away from that group.
you'd like to remain with your family (of course), but perhaps your higher
self is making things increasingly uncomfortable as a way to get you moving
in a new direction.
i figure you should trust your instincts.
find your "inner peace" within; embrace it and stay in it's energy.
if the 'negativity' exhibits, and passes without distress to you, you've
mastered the situation... if your peacefulness tells you to leave....
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