hi Gracey.

i believe in free will, but it is free will with limits.
one thing that your posts made me think about is WHY you got such a very clear message in such an early stage, so maybe there is something you should do? it feels that you were told that so you will do something or change something or create something, i can't tell for sure but i know it for sure, and this kind of put a time limit - dead line if you like- so you will get this done. so maybe you allready know what is it or maybe you should figure that out, and i don't mean just clean your table and make things ready, but something much deeper.
also, it might not be a real death but a very deep change. what will happen after that point in time will be a story of a new person that share your past but is a new you. i'm not sure if i explain it right and if it makes sense to you.
but think about it... if you like

G