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Your sadness and loneliness (depression) are yours to deal with and to resolve - by actively seeking professional help and getting self help.
Your 'gay' friend or any other person or relationship can not save you.
You and only you can save yourself from you.
So, go out there and get mental health help.
At your current mental state, only enablers and low self esteemed saviors will be attracted to you.
If you want a healthy relationship, you have to be healthy first - emotionally and spiritually.
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"Man cannot discover new oceans unless he has the courage to lose sight of the shore". - Andre Gide
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