you're in a good position
StuckandSearching.
to feel lost and confused is saying that those roads you've traveled
before haven't taken you to the "promised land". you'll need to
discover a new path to walk on; something authentic to yourself
and not provided by someone else.
my advice is to bring your angst into a sense of calmness...
you provide the calm from within yourself. then, you'd ought to
notice some "invitations" to your attention, just through ordinary
living, which will seem to be especially interesting and hold the
promise of fun for you to explore. accept those invitations and
see where it leads you.
