well... i smoke some weed, like every day and sometimes i drink a beer or two. i doesnt feel bad about it. even i can feel my energy flux in "my" vessel without meditating. I am on the way to complete. Further days i am not going to drink coffe and alcohol. On the 20/21.12.12 i've taken some psilo mushrooms, it was my personal death and resurrection. To sum up, its a great time ahead for us :)