I dunno how to put this...

Im English, but I have this strange passion for Scots, Ive never been up there I don't know any Scottish people, it's been a growing thing, I just know that if I went up there Id feel at home and i just can't shake the feeling, I hear their accent and it makes me feel all fuzzy in a way, i know some people adore a certain accent but it isn't like that, as far as i know i have no connections up there so i have no other reasons to feel this way i feel i miss it even thogh i have never been

this isn't some hormonal fantasy i'm 34, i have only felt this way for the past 2/3 years, but it's growing on me.

And i really can't explain it...