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Hi Sparrow, I feel bad about barging in with a second question soon when you could give your time to others, but my intuition and heart kept leading me here.
I’ve been reading the book Stairways to Heaven by Tara Springett — who writes about kundalni awakenings. In it, she talks about the different stages of spiritual growth and speaks about how enlightenment is made through a merging with a deity, ascended master or more.
But the whole idea is honestly disturbing to me and I ask out of pure need for wisdom rather than doubt to you, but I don’t like the whole idea of entrusting my thoughts and feelings to be shared with another being. I like my privacy, and I like my own personal sense of self shared alone.
I’ve had short instances of it before, and I was swept by a deep sense of love and acceptance. But eventually, I’d get scared and stop.
Now I’m confused on how to progress.
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