Death is something I look forward to.
I don't enjoy this lifetime at all.
This lifetime feels like Hell.
I want to die, then reincarnate.
I want to experience what death is like.
I want to experience what reincarnation is like.
I don't want to live long or to grow old.
I want to be born female in my next and in many succeeding lifetimes.
This lifetime feels agonizingly long as I await it's end.
I want to start over and have a redo.