Wow thats a very powerful peice. I get that the woman is very lost, very powerful, she longs to get away from it, yet knows it is apart of her, without it she wouldnt be. To know that she carrys this gift from life to life would be a very hard thing to experience.

Just know, if this poem is written from experience, that you are never alone, there are those out there who have also been gifted, thats what it is, a gift. And whilst at times it seems like you are cursed, like you have some form of debt to pay, you were given it for a reason and you will do good with it. You have a great way of discribing things:) Thankyou.