"Matron" is the word I was looking for, thank you H:O:R:A:C:E. Yes that's what she is.
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Originally Posted by H:O:R:A:C:E
we're in the age of aquarius now, and things have changed from what they
once were; release the grip of the old paradigm and embrace the new world.
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You see, the thing is, I thought I did that all my life
Until I was well into my 30s I always lived in communes, shared houses, I was (and still am) interested in astrology, dance and singing, meditation, etc ... I never fit in with conventional society, and never was a part of it really. Then this thing about "settling" down came upon me. It's like I made a u-turn. I married, we bought a house, no kids but lots of dogs .... and now often that feels too limited, too burdensome ... and I'm struggling with a strong sense of responsibility and the strong need for security and stability on one side, and the wish for more flexibility, freedom and creativity on the other.
The dream looks to me like this matron has taken a lot of value out of my life. I'm angry with her now!
