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Originally Posted by lazydullard
I wrote on a piece of paper that "I give up my eternal soul... for fastandbulbous (a friend) to come pay me."
I originally envisioned him winning the lottery and paying me money which could be used for drugs, but it never happened. However, when I examined the root cause of my selling my soul, I realized that I just wanted to be high all the time.
And it worked. I was able to shoplift alcohol and many other things to pay for methamphetamine or to drink. I did this for years without getting caught. When I went to jail, for other reasons (not stealing), they gave my psychiatric medicines which numbed the experience of jail.
So what I'm saying is that I cast a magick spell to be high all the time and it worked.
I'm six months sober now, though. But I have in my pocket, in case life ever gets too bad, that I can still go on a crime spree and be high all the time.
Thoughts?
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Let's hope you learn your lesson before you commit crime again. Drugs are bad news, maybe you'll find meditation instead, the relaxation & soaking up of life force energy should help you to feel more able to cope with life.