Hmm..i can see how you would be disappointed and worn out from all the disappointments. I can only speak from experience. I've never actively sought love; it always caught me by surprise. I am recently single, after a divorce two years ago and a TF that I broke up with 3 months ago. And I'm just plain tired of getting my heartbroken. So, I the focus definitely is not on meeting anyone. But for the first time in my life I wonder if I will find that special someone and the relationship will actually LAST. So, I think you should just focus on you and enjoying your life, doing the things you love...and when you least expect it....
