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I had an intuitive impression I would die by age 30... Instead, by the time I reached that age I had underwent a major change (transformation) to my state of being...
Sometimes the reason you cannot envision yourself at a certain age is because by the time you reach that age - you will have changed drastically and will no longer harbor the same mindset, awareness, and outlook/perception as you had at an earlier time in your life...
Also, I would say that the fact that you are coping with the passing of a family member is very likely to be affecting how you are feeling right now... I wouldn't read too much into these thoughts you are having (for the time being)... Wait until you reach a state where there is more balance and inner calm - then reevaluate things...
~WOLF
Last edited by wolfgaze : 17-04-2016 at 10:36 AM.
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