I used to do hairdressing and scalp massage was my specialty
i'd have them sleeping by the time i was done. requesting me each time, requesting longer time spent on the conditioner massage as its slow and firm but not hurting. Especially them old ducks. they were always my favourite clients. it's what made me realize what i could do that really helps people internally. I give in a way that is how id like to receive, i place myself as the client. how would i like this? I dont put in only the capable and get me out of here , i want to do something else. people feel that energy in others, knowing they dont want to really be there. you pass that on and the experience begins to feel like a chore and not a customers wellbeing comes first. its a really horrible feeling.