Hi - I've not turned down every opportunity - but I've rejected a couple of long term bookings - I explained that I didn't want to stay there indefinitely, that being there I felt trapped, that I don't like the company, etc and I have said that several times since I've been there. I have accepted one short term booking of a week. There is a meeting to discuss me tomorrow - one I will be present at and I am not clear on what I want to say but I know I will speak my truth.
But it's all taking a new angle and I feel that perhaps a complete career change, to go full-blown into the psychic world but I have no training or qualifications.
There is this big question mark in my head as to how I get from A to B.
It's really tough and troubling.
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