I presume you mean me. Am I not on your ignore list yet? I got the impression I was.

And it really is no use talking about people judging a situation they know nothing about when you've told people here next to nothing. Read your messages but as seen through the eyes of a spiritual adult. You come across as a rather mature man. One is entitled to judge from a spiritual / moral viewpoint. Your sort of situation isn't exactly unique in "life's pageant." That's what a forum's about - to comment. Or hadn't you realised that?

Honestly, for your age you don't seem to have made much progress at all.
Anyway...enough on this topic from me. I won't say more as I'm not yet on your ignore list. I urge you to list me there.

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