[Lynn]

Hello

As a young child (pre age 6) we are open to things that our brain can not logically dismiss things we see and hear, too we lack the ability of communications to explain things to our parents or others. I know that from birth I came in open to it all like I still am. Its not something one I feel can have taken away, more you learn to block it.

Even as a Medium I missed it with my first born that he was just being needy as a toddler but he really was "seeing a spirit" in his room. Like him as a baby I never slept even now I do not sleep all night.

When it comes to "seeing them physically" that takes a huge amount of energy from both you and the one your with, it is not easy to do and at times its best not to force that unless it flows naturally. For me I can see the dead as clear as the living and I can have full conversations. Its a drain of energy though but for me it flows naturally.

I would take it slow with re opening to what you came in with. It is possible that the Medium put a shield or bubble around you to keep what we refer to as the vale from being totally open to you. This is something we can not always keep closed or maybe we should even try to keep closed.

I know from my childhood I so wanted it all gone and the more I tried to shut off the stronger it got. Now its just the norm of life.

Lynn