[lanm1192]

I'm going to try to go to a Christian revival for greater access to healing energy. I've gone beforr, but I'm resistant to this religious philosophy, so when the pastor kept insisting I call out Jesus' s name, I shut everything out.

My solution to this was to go in with an understanding that I am using this as a channel, and that just because I say the words doesn't mean I'm approaching from their perspective. However, if there is a moment where I let go of my mind in the process, can the group intentnof the church override this and inadvertently brainwash me?

I don't have a very strong disposition in the first place, so this scares me a lot. Thanks.