hiya S,
I can tell you that there has deffinately been some problems concerning angels with quite a lot of people. Angels have their laws and values to their beliefs and perhaps they are not allowed to help you with what your asking. Perhaps its up to you to find the answer through your own spiritual quest. Perhaps it is time you awakened more of yourself to find the answer. It may be that you must make a sacrifice for such high knowlege. In my eyes I believe you might be better off asking those close to you about what you have asked in as much detail as possible. Its your fate in your hands and no matter what choices you make you have me here and possibly many others to help see you through.

If you wish I could try getting direct contact with angels for you and ask them to pay a friendly visit if they allow it. Remember angels are loving for humans but have suffered great wars(according to various sources) and thus may be strict.

love and blessings to all