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Originally Posted by BringMeTheHorizon
For the past few years, I've been doing alot of research about death and the afterlife. And it comforts me so much knowing that one day I will die. It's literally on my mind 24/7. I know this is gonna sound weird but it feels like I just don't belong here? Last year I've had a few amazing lucid dreams and some out of body experiences aswell. I was so happy during most of my lucid dreams, it felt like I truly belong there. But I've had a few encounters with shadow persons, aliens, demons and evil entities. So that was basically the main reason why I quit lucid dreaming and astral projecting. So when we die, we go to the astral plane right? I find death and the afterlife so interesting. But it really scares me so much that there are evil entities out there who will try to hurt you once you cross over.
Apparently we all agreed to reincarnate here on earth. What's your opinion about that? Because I think I must have been 'forced' while signing the contract. I honestly just don't like it here. If I ever get the choice again to reincarnate or stay in the afterlife, I will definitely stay in the afterlife. I will never ever come back to earth. And please don't think I'm suicidal, because I'm not. There are still loads of things I want to do here on earth.  But for some reason, I have this feeling that I'm going to die at a very young age due to a heart attack. And that also really scares me. The pain you feel before you die. I've read somewhere that right before you're about to die, your soul leaves the body. Just to avoid pain and agony. What do you guys think about that?
English isn't my native language, so I apologize for any spelling or grammar mistakes. Thanks for taking the time to actually read this. 
-BringMeTheHorizon |
I feel/felt some of the sames things you have. I had a heart attack and with it a NDE 9 years ago. I never did feel like I belong, and after the NDE still don't.
The place where the NDE brought me (and many others who've had them or OBEs) to the understanding that there is no such thing as death. This world we live in is not the reality or permanence of existence. The unbearable pain I went through with my heart attack I'd gladly endure twice as long again to cross over to that place, home. When my consciousness, spirit, soul (whatever) returned to my body right after the NDE, I felt that horrible pain just as severely, but it meant nothing.
The ego makes us fear things if we allow it, and it will only make things worse if we heed it. Try to work on your inner being, let go of fear, forgive yourself and others, learn to love yourself and others, realize that this world isn't what it seems (while we're in it). If you accomplish that I'm sure you'll understand things.
I'm not so sure we incarnate into this life as a lesson, a choice or if simply it's necessary...as maybe like food for consciousness (?). I kinda doubt if anyone really knows for sure, we hear/read so many thoughts on it. I am 100 per cent convinced (because of my NDE) that our consciousness never dies and this life (or any others we've had or will have) is just a flash in the pan of eternity.
Please understand that these are my thoughts because of what I've experienced. Others may have a different point of view, and that's okay because we all have different paths on the road to unconditional love. Sharing can only help us to understand and learn in getting there.