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I have hated incarnating for many lifetimes. The frustration I feel when I can't remember who I am each time and have to learn yet again who I am frustrates me. But I continue coming back over and over because it is the fastest way to grow.
This life was no different. Like Lynn, I had a really rough time early in my life. But I succeeded to conquer it later in life and heal. The deal in this lifetime I made was to throw everything at me including the kitchen sink but that when I got through it that it would be my very last incarnation here. Now I'm 66 years old, and in not-so-good but not-to-bad health and looking forward to finishing up this lifetime and moving on.
Some souls enjoy incarnating. Especially when they are young. But as the lifetimes pile up and the lessons get harder and harder the joy goes out of it for some of us.
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