Let me start off by saying.. I have never been into any of these kinds of things..I am a 27 year old hustler from corpus christi texas. I am bald headed, goatee havin tattoo on my neck mexican..but i feel what i feel//

As silly as this may sound, I am starting to believe it. What I mean is my spirit does not feel like its connected with this "world" I live in. I remember the world that I came from..It was a much happier place.

Currently what I do for a living is not exactly legal...i am severly addicted to heroin..I live in a run down house..all my girlfriends that I have have since arriving here have only ranged from 18-22...i am 27! And all this is very alien to me. I used to be this happy, family man who worked at a decent job. It was the regular 9-5 grind. Id wake up in the morning, get dressed up for work, eat a healthy breakfast, kissed the wife and kids goodbye etc...Life was good. I was poor, and broke, and stuck in the same repetive routine..but it was a normal life.

When the relationship I had with my wife ended..I turned to heroin. Heroin symbolizes alot to me. Mostly I see it as a tangible form of satan, lucifer, or the devil. Once I brought him into my life I could almost feel my self traveling from one world to another... This new world that arrived in has been full of sin. drugs, money, woman, sex..just pure sin. In this world I feel so out of place and lost..I constantly have that feeling where I want to go back home! I hate it here..But the worm hole that brought me here is gone.. I now know I am stuck here..I try to make the best of this new life I have..but its just so hard.

Latley I have been really home sick. Ive been thinking about my life on that other world. When I close my eyes...i feel as if my spirit visits that place. It almost feels like time travel. I cant change anything but everything feels so real. This never last very long. While this world shares many of the same places people and things as my other world.. I know this is not home.

I know this is not possible, but what I am doing now..is forgetting all about science, and what can happen and what cannot happen. I am speaking to you all from my spirit as if my spirit never read a science book in its life.. help me