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Originally Posted by Honza
I'm not sure why I ought to know what is making me ill. It is not something which is common knowledge.
I can observe in myself that I have an aversion to the word "I". I feel the "I" is unclean and impure. But there is more to it than that.
A psychologist will interpret my aversion to "I" as a suppression of some part of the ego. An eastern mystic will interpret it differently.
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I would suggest to find a way to gain awareness about yourself. Meditation, keeping a diary analyzing your memories of your past undestanding the reasons for your behaviour and the life choices you have made