[running]

fresh off the news press. sorta. vision the other night. just before i went to bed i was talking to my girlfriend about why i wasn't interested in anything for a couple years. why i hadn't asked her out yet or paid any mind of that sorta thing. i explained simply i was completely comsumed by the awakening process. energetic and mental aspects.

so i went to bed and wound up being explained about what i was going through. my guidance as in beings helping me were from a particular religious origin. which i wont mention because i am by no means religious. and don't know their motives. perhaps maybe there is a thing such as lineage.

they said. "when a such and such goes through the awakening they will experince themselves as also the perpetrator."


expereince as referring to mediumship for lack of a better word. oneness as in experince of being various beings
for me atleast this created an immense surrender which played an integral role into opening up to bliss and silence.