I'm wondering if you had any concerns or reservations before you bought the motorcycle. Now that you have it, youve become more aware of them. Like when you buy a new car, you noticed the same car here and there before you bought it but now that you own it, you suddenly see it everywhere. I believe in synchronicity but sometimes its easy to confuse it when there are strong emotions at play. I have my own fears about motorcycles and when my husband considered getting one, suddenly I started seeing more motorcycle accidents being reported, drivers were more stupid than normal, etc. But I know he is a good driver so my reservations would have subsided.
I think if you are safe and follow the guidelines you will be ok. :)