First thing is, that you are never alone so don't be afraid to ask for help.
I don't know, what you should do, or what you want to do with this situation. When you talk about possession, how good is your judgement and vision. Do you own it or not? Can you trust yourself? If not, you can get many answers or situations and with patience and dedication go through everything and narrow your options. If you don't have time, that you should find appropriate group or person, to help you and guide you through this.
Maybe all this is not so personal as you describe and is manifest of something else, in this case you should look for other options than that there is something that want you dead.
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