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Does someone with a high frequency have more energy than someone with a low frequency? Kind of like how blue light has a higher frequency than red, and it also carries more energy. Is that how it works with spiritual vibration?

When people talk about spiritual growth, does growth here mean gaining more energy? If so, why is it that suffering causes us to grow, where does that new energy come from? Why does meditation cause us to grow, is it that we reclaim reintegrate lost/rejected aspects of ourselves?

Is spiritual energy consciousness itself, meaning that the more energy we have, the more conscious and aware we are? So with this in mind, if someone has a traumatic experience, and the memory gets repressed, they disown that part of their consciousness, so in this way they lose energy? And when they purge that darkness, they raise their vibration?

When we lose spiritual energy, where does it go? Does an energy healer lose energy every time they do a healing? If so, does that energy just replenish itself automatically. Why does it replenish itself, is it like the healer is a container of energy and when he/she loses some of that energy, she becomes a slightly unfilled container of energy? I ask this because I can't imagine that energy healers lower their vibration when they heal someone. Lets take a lower vibrational example now. Someone who masturbates to internet porn. The sexual energy that gets released, where does it go? Will that energy replenish itself automatically?