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Well, I did want to reply a "maybe some other time" to his last message. However, given the business nature of our interactions, I thought I would be crossing a line (despite the fact he changed the title of the email). I just responded "Well, I hope you'll enjoy your holidays. Have a nice day". And I left it at that. I didn't acknowledge the drinks suggestion ... which I am sure he will view as another rejection.
Ever since this last email, I have just felt my attraction to him growing. Usually, when we talk on the phone, I feel overly "happy" and "giddy" afterwards. Initially, I didn't think it was attraction because I was madly in love with someone else, but now I realize I've been attracted to him since day 1. I just discarded it, because someone else was in the picture.
That said, he should be able to distinguish work and this rejection. He's the grown man, after all.
This is so confusing.
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