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I do that sometimes but unconsciously and unintentionally and I'm not even aware what exactly is that. When it happens it gets me very surprised and I always sincerely apologise to the people because I really didn't want to trick them. Sometimes I realize what I did only a long time after it. So from there it looks like a master plan or very detailed manipulation. While in fact I was just living in a moment minding my own business and having no desires to manifest. So it all could be just a matter of perception. Some people may be a bit afraid of that because they don't understand it. Neither I don't get it and I'm too a bit scared of it. Like, today, a person asked me did I do something on purpose, and I said I did because even to me it looked like an act, but it really was an accident under no control. It feels like time is shifting or my mind is playing weird tricks on me.
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