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I think it sounds like a normal reaction to the prospect of getting something (finding, receiving something) you have anticipated or wanted in the back of your mind. Or, at least "normal" for most of us [somewhat] neurotic types! There could be many reasons for it- maybe we wonder, unconsciously, do I deserve it, or is it what i really wanted? Or will it turn out to be disappointing even though I thought I wanted it ... IMO just how the contemporary worldly neurotic mind works.
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