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It's a big trigger for you because you have been dealing with it your whole life and you are tired of it. A part of you believes it but another part is fighting back. That is healthier than accepting yourself in their negative light but not as healthy as defining yourself by gods light. I agree you don't deserve to be called names and made to feel small. It's not about brushing it off but knowing in your heart none of it is based in truth regardless what anyone says. Even if you have some faults that doesn't make you worthy of being called names. We all have faults but all deserve to be treated with compassion and understanding for our faults as we are in a learning not proving process. You will get there.
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