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Originally Posted by ask21771
For a long time I've been afraid God is secretly evil and what makes it worse is I seem to get synchronicities that it's true why is this happening?
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it's your brain. you have been living in pain and trauma for so long that it has changed your brain to become more likely to give you dark thoughts.
it's OK. it has happened to me too. It's something you learn to live with until you can get your brain back to normal.
it takes a long time to get your brain back on track but it can be done.
look up how trauma makes the amygdala bigger.
bigger amygdala = more anxiety, more fear. and your behaviors and coping habits can make it even worse.
a change of lifestyle is required to get things back on track. total health reconfiguration. Better sleep habits, better eatng and health practices. it takes a lot of work. just look into becoming healthier and you'll get there