My dear daisy2,
A lot of good energy and light for you and your family. I can understand the way your are feeling now, but always remember that he is still with you and when the big pain lowers a little bit you will be able to contact him in the spirit realm.
Loved ones who passed never leave us, and their loving presence help us go through our own earthly experience for good.
I am sending you all the healing thoughts I am able to,
TISS 
BTW: Robert, your song is beautiful!