I think perhaps it nothing we do really can make our life any better or worse,
in my eyes, duality makes sure of that.
But what if I'm wrong what if it's possible to live a life with a disproportionate pleasure to pain ratio I can't take that chance and that's why I believe in eating ethically :)
As for all the bad things that have already happened lets put our differences aside and go back in time and change everything, if we work together anything is possible