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there is more to progressing spiritually than just going 'up' the way everyone says to. And even if up is entirely the correct path, you can't go from one mountain peak to a higher one, without going down first. At least not until you learn to fly (mischevious grin).
Anyway sometimes you need a break as well? Despite what some have said about pushing on and on and on all the time, rest is very important. And not being able to continue doing whatever it is you think you should be doing for whatever reason does at least give you a rest.
I have the same problem though. Can't 'concentrate' in the same way others do. Get totally lost when trying to interact beyond a very basic level. Anxiety, always afraid I'm going to do something wrong and be berated. Although I can at least function well enough to hold down a job now...
If you've a mind to, try pushing against it. Maybe doing some isometrics will teach you something?
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