Wow, that's really cool, jaycee. And sensible too that you're taking it easy and not forcing the energy upwards or anything. Actually just today I was daydreaming about getting my kundalini deliberately awakened! I know it's like playing with fire, but I had all of the symptoms for so many months, and feel as though I've 'done my time' with regards to psychosis, cleansing the impurities, emotional devastation, digestive problems, feeling like my head is going to implode, etc etc. I don't know whether my Kundalini is awakened or not, but I fear that it's not.. and it kinda makes me miserable to think I've gone through all of the symptoms without any enlightenment as a reward! I hope that doesn't seem unreasonable, I really do understand the seriousness of the undertaking and I've read so many reports of aborted careers and marriages, etc etc.. but I've already lost the career and changed my entire life.. there's nothing else to lose, right? .. sorry for the ramble