This can happen...then with time not so much.
I can only speak for myself, ok? Cuz I know others may not relate...
I immediately recognize my 'dullness', let's say. It immediately is a wonder and odd!!! Ha! Like what's this about?
I immediately talk to God, "Lord, I know You are having me feel this for a reason...I accept all you lead me to...thank You."
Um, within a second I'm in a bubble of His Love again.
My life is basically a surrender to whatever He leads me into.
If that means any discomfort..so be it...but, it never lasts long...I learn what I need...when I focus on Him...
just Him...that is 'it', for me.
Forget my 'self', ya know?
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.*I'll text in Navy Blue when I'm speaking as a Mod. :)
Prepare yourself for the coming astral journey of death by daily riding in the balloon of God-perception.
Through delusion you are perceiving yourself as a bundle of flesh and bones, which at best is a nest of troubles.
Meditate unceasingly, that you may quickly behold yourself as the Infinite Essence, free from every form of misery. ~Paramahansa's Guru's Guru.
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