Hologram8 I like how you followed your intuition to find a solution. I think that would be ideal, see what and where your intuition is guiding you. I found that to be helpful during and after my awakening.

I remember hearing how certain tribes treated schizophrenia as if they were going through a spiritual awakening. Here are some quotes and information you might find interesting relating to schizophrenia and shamanism.

"Schizophrenics, some believe, are simply a “modern manifestation of prehistoric tribal shamans"

"In some cultures such as areas of Africa for example, people with schizophrenia are regarded as almost divine"

Those are some quotes in this article. https://www.theolivepress.es/spain-n...ous-delusions/

Another interesting find is this https://anthrosource.onlinelibrary.w....10.3.02a00030