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I cannot WAIT.
I've lost the two loves of my life - my husband ten years ago (I was 36) and my fiance 7 months ago. This last loss so profoundly affected me, I contemplated suicide for four months. I just couldn't (can't) face the loss of my future, my love, my daily life, my support, my best friend....again.
I know it is early, but I cannot think beyond a week into the future because I do not want what I can see beyond that.
Life is about LOVE, period. And because I cannot see ever experiencing a love like I had with my fiance...well, I just can't wait to be with him.
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