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im sorry :( how confusing.
seems we feel things, energy in motion and give it a voice, and a direction on how, why and where we go with these feels. the other involved. may not go in the same direction with the feels. Its an outcome we can never assume.
the more we cling to love the more we lose our minds.
Right away i see another woman around him. you are a delight and an opportunity for a fling, affair but the guilt stops him. being near you now makes him feel guilty. he held his manhood in his hand a few times over since being in your company. It struck him.....that possibly you could see, know that, his sordid nasty porno type thoughts as he stroked. and the guilt of his mind does not match up to the values he believes he holds.
if he is a narc, then he will have no second thoughts of using you and any other to serve and gratify his needs first and always.
feelings are like perfume, strong scent when first arrive then gradually fades. emotions , as it is, energy in motion and always changing. the trick is to not cling, to allow and let flow over you. dont start giving feelings a story 'the twin flame story based on my feelings' this will only drive you mad.
he's not grown into divine masculinity. his penis is still the driving force for why he does anything in life. They dont dress in divine overnight. you can drive yourself mad waiting for that moment.
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